Mega Lyadh

It is now almost November and I still haven't done any of the things in the list below.

Nothing Much to Do

Much a Do about Nothing.

The (No)Thing to Do List for this day/week:

1. Email Ellen, Callen, Bastte
2. Clean Laptop.
3. Get Better
4. Make Proper (No)Thing to Do Lists.


What ado.

Reality Cheque

How to write honestly about sordid, sorry, depressing stuff without sounding whiny, self indulgent or plain old dull? Hmm?

By avoiding them altogether, I suppose. So let us just talk about the weather.

Kolkata has been glisteningly rain-soaked these last few days. And I have thankfully been optimally located to enjoy the rain and storms to the fullest each day. Of course, I am only human, so I found something to complain about each time.

The first time, it was a bummer that I had to go home and I was cussing myself for eating much more than I should have; The second time, I complained about having spent at least part of it inside an ATM, a less than perfect rainy day meal, and a harrowing time trying to catch a cab back home from New Market. And the third time I inwardly sulked because I wanted to spend even more time in the water, and because some a-hole was being an a-hole again, as a-holes are wont to. Kept me up all night too, so could not even go fall asleep to the sound of falling rain and smell of wet earth, like I had wanted to.

Today, it is mildly sunny again, and I am cross. How dare it not be lovely and coolbreezy and rain sploshy outside? So what that even when it is, I am usually sulking or upset about something or the other to enjoy it as much as I should anyway?

I want it to rain again.

Rain

Looking forward to going to sleep to the sound of the rains falling outside. Mmmm.



If the rain comes, they run and hide their head, they might as well be dead.
Rai-ai-ai-aaaaiii-aain---Hai  don't mind....the weather's fine.

Worst. Poila Boishakh. Ever

Just. Like, o god, just.

My life is becoming too morbid for my own good. I must fart in my own direction.

Rainy Day

It has been raining since last night. It was lovely at first. Especially last evening BEFORE it began to come down--all balmy, and breezy and full moony with dark clouds drifting through the sky. Plus I spent most of said evening at New Market with friends spending money I do not have.

But now I want it to stop. 

Tsk

This valentine's day I did something that I had never in a MILLION years thought I would. Walked down the road (on a full moon balmy evening, no less) next to a woman in RED, carrying a GIANT PINK TEDDY BEAR.

Egggaad!

Daily Horoscope

Wise words:

"This is a great day to practice detachment," my horoscope that I do not believe in but still read says. "You do not know which one of your entanglements are holding you back, but if you focus on one and pull back, that should make things simpler."

Wise words, wise words indeed.